Haii. Long time no post yaa, eh gadenk gak lama juga ehehehe. Dan sekarang gue lagi sakit. Sebenarnya sakitnya sih biasa aja, flu. Tapi karena ada sesuatu yaa gitu deh. Dengan sedikit frustasi, gue minum obat dua. Dan sekaraang kerasa efeknya. Dada kiri dan perut sebelah kanan sakit. Hayolo, yasudahlah-_-
Ini tuh rasanya kayak naik halilintar. Pelan-pelan naik terus udah sampe diatas berasa bisa nyentuh langit, karena nyakitin hati abangnya, diterjunin dari atas tanpa ampun. Behh gak nyambung-_-
I started this months with tears. I wish I had a time machine, so I can change everything. Ya, I know. It's my mistake. I'm so stupid to say that words. I just want you to feel afraid and change your decision.
I'm trying to forget it but it's so haaarddd *lebay* he can forgive but he can't forget. I know that. and I'm regret.
Dear ami, sorry for everything. It's my mistake.Sorry for make you sad and cry. I'll forget it as soon as possible and open the next chapter of our life. Maybe it is better than before. If you knew how much you mean to me. I just want you to know that you'll stay forever in my heart and my mind. No one can replace you. If you're gone, I'm just afraid you'll love another girl. But I tell myself to stop think about it. You say you love me the most and I trust you. So, I hope you won't break your promise. I'll wait for you until you come back. I can pretend to be happy, but I can't pretend that I'm not afraid of losing you. Eventhough it's better to show you that I'm okay If you're gone. If one day you come to me and ask what's more important, you or my life, I'll say my life because you're my life. Whatever you did, however you treat me, I'm still here for you. I just want to be with you forever. And every moment I spend with you, it's the beautiful thing in my life. I love you endlessly.
